It has been ages since the last time I've ever felt like this. Ages, time that has gone by without my knowledge or thought on it. After so long as being alone, being closed up, I became acustom of it. Yet, with the discovery of my new path in this life, I was able to open up, to feel, to enjoy everything or anyone, yet one thing out of it all never did my heart open up in any matter of real romance or love.

Not until she came to island. Her visit was to open her up to the world and slowly bring her about to a rebirth, yet, what happened during her stay I did not expect. For the first time in ages, I felt alive, I felt a deep desire to be with her, to hold her, to kiss her, to touch her, to care for her. Odd, after so many years of being calous, cold, alone, hurt, she someone who was alone herself, opened me up to her.

Now I can see the world, my path lay before me like never before and her... She holds me, she touches me, she has became a very real thing of what I had lost and what has been reborn. I only hope I have touched her so profoundly in return.

Feng-Lien, the woman who has given me back the ability to truely feel alive.

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Hello those who have taken the time to view my life. I do hope you gain a better understanding of this man through my writtings, both expression and the night to night events that occure. 

- Abihiko Yamato

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